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I am a born-again Christian, who is Reformed, but also charismatic, spiritually speaking. (I do not speak in tongues, but I believe glossalalia is a bona fide gift not given to all, and not as great as prophecy, for example.) I have several years of college education but only completed a two-year degree. I was raised Lutheran and confirmed, but I didn't "find Christ" until I was in the Army and responded to a Billy Graham crusade in 1973. I was mentored or discipled by the Navigators in the army and upon discharge joined several evangelical, Bible-teaching churches. I was baptized as an infant, but believe in believer baptism, of which I was a partaker after my conversion experience. I believe in the "5 Onlys" of the reformation: sola fide (faith alone); sola Scriptura (Scripture alone); soli Christo (Christ alone), sola gratia (grace alone), and soli Deo gloria (to God alone be the glory). I affirm TULIP as defended in the Reformation.. I affirm most of The Westminster Confession of Faith, especially pertaining to Providence.

Monday, August 7, 2017

Believing In The Heart


"What then?  Israel failed to obtain what it was seeking.  The elect obtained it, but the rest were hardened"  (Rom. 11:7, ESV).  

"[Because], if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.  For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved"  (Rom. 10:9-10, ESV).  

"If anyone does not love the Lord, that person is cursed.  Our Lord, come!"  (1 Cor. 16:22, NLT). 

"The king's heart is like a stream of water directed by the LORD; he guides it wherever he pleases" (Prov. 21:2, NLT).  

"Keep your heart with all vigilance, for from it flow the springs [issues] of life"  (Prov. 4:23, ESV).  
"Only fools say in their hearts, 'There is no God'..." (Psalm 14:1, NLT).  

Some who make a profession of Christ merely have so-called head belief and don't register any faith in their hearts--they have no room for Jesus in their lives (cf. Rev. 3:20)--it's all in their heads!  We must believe in our hearts to have a valid, living, and growing faith and a vital personal relationship with Christ:  We don't just debate or talk about Him, we talk to Him and serve Him wholeheartedly.  Of course, our minds play a role:  we must understand with our minds before our hearts can sense or feel any love attachment, and I don't mean mere sentimentality or maudlin feelings.  Some are stoical and that must be respected, as long as they don't go to the ball game and get all excited and demonstrative there--that would prove we love sports more than our Lord.  Some are just naturally reserved and inhibited and need to grow in their confidence of expressing themselves, doing what is natural to a surrendered heart.

"Change your hearts and lives!  Turn back to God so that your sins may be wiped away"  (Acts 3:19, CEV).  We need to get our whole heart and soul saved (Acts 26:20 says, "...My message was that they should change their hearts and lives and turn to God and that they should demonstrate this change in their behavior."):  our mind or intellect; our will or volition; and our feelings or emotional output.  Our wills are also infected and fallen into sin, depraved, and need salvation--they are not unaffected by the fall--the will is bound by the sin nature and not free to obey God, or even to believe in Him apart from the grace of God ("Apart from Me you can do nothing," says John 15:5).

We must realize that faith is a gift because our wills are bound by sin and since we are accustomed to doing evil, we cannot do good, no more than a leopard can change its spots or an Ethiopian his skin (cf. Jer. 13:23).  Our lives are not our own and we cannot plan out our lives (cf. Jer. 10:23, NLT):  "The LORD directs our steps, so why try to understand everything along the way?"  (Prov. 20:24, NLT). "We can make our plans, but the LORD determines our steps" (Prov. 16:9, NLT).

Yes, we need our thinking straightened out and put into conformity to God's worldview and viewpoint, eliminating all the carnality that affects it (cf. 2 Cor. 10:5). "...[B]ut be transformed by the renewing of your minds..." (Rom. 12:2, CEV).   The Bible isn't just to inform us but to change our way of thinking as well as our life.  We must learn to have the mind of Christ (cf. 1 Cor. 2:16) in us and think godly thoughts.

Our hearts are radically corrupt also and we tend to be excited by the things of the world and what the world offers (cf. 1 John 2:15), even cheap thrills that don't last and destroy our soul.  The problem with man is that the heart of the matter of his salvation is a matter of the heart--he is in rebellion against God and won't love his Creator without regeneration.  Once we've tasted that the Lord is good (cf. Psalm 34:8; 1 Pet. 2:3) and God's love for us we want to pass it on and get the word out about the love of God expressed in Jesus.

The most radically corrupt part of us is our will; it is in a state of rebellion against our God (cf. Isa. 59:13) and is very stubborn (cf. Jer. 18:12; Ps. 81:12), and resistant to grace, and we must thank God for His irresistible grace (cf. Rom. 5:21) that melts us, molds, fills us, and uses us for His glory.  He regenerates us and takes our heart of stone (cf. Ezek. 36:26) and makes it into a heart of flesh!  The biggest miracle of all is the changing of our wills to ones that want to obey Christ. Everyone is doing his own thing (Isa. 53:6).   For "to obey is better than sacrifice"  (cf. 1 Sam. 15:22).   No man can come to Christ (cf. John 6:44, 65) apart from the grace of God wooing him and drawing him--his privilege is with God's permission and election (cf. Acts 13:48).

According to Martin Luther, free will is too grandiose a term for our will, and we must realize that very little of our decision to follow Christ was because of our wills anyway.  God decided our nationality, our family, our church background, our education, our genes, our nature (i.e., choleric, melancholy, sanguine, phlegmatic, etc.), and so forth, and our wills had very little input.  How do you know that if you had been born in Russia that you would believe in Jesus?  Our destiny is ultimately in God's hands, and this is called predestination, mentioned in Scripture (cf. Acts 13:48, ESV; Eph. 1:5, 11, HCSB; also implied in Psalm 31:15, NLT).  Jer. 20:7, NLT ("...You stronger than I am, and you overpowered me...") says that Jeremiah's will was overcome by God and He prevailed!

God is stronger than us and has the power to make believers out of the most stubborn--look at Saul of Tarsus!  Note that the Reformed view is that we are elected unto faith, not because of it, which is called the prescient view of Arminians. A careful reading of Romans 8:29-30 militates against this fallacious interpretation of election.  Romans 9:16 says that it is not of him who wills, but of God who shows mercy!  God reserves the right to have mercy on whom He will.  And no one can resist His will (cf. Rom 9:19)!

One may say that we have unlimited free will and that God's sovereignty is limited by it, and some do posit this allegation.  But God's sovereignty is absolute and not limited by our so-called freedom. God is free and unable to sin, isn't He?  We are free to sin and to choose our own poison, you might say! Augustine said we are "free but not freed!" We are free to act according to our God-given nature!  We have lost our ability and liberty, and only have limited freedom or faculty of choice intact, but we have lost all inclination toward God and are naturally evil and depraved, not good.  We have remained human since the Fall, but we have lost the tendency to love God.

The biggest miracle of all is the transformation of a hardened heart into an obedient soul who loves Jesus--he can give himself no credit, no not any.  We go from being as bad off as we can possibly be (not as bad, though), to being as well off as we can be in this life, secure in Christ forever.  Those who believe our will is totally free want to give themselves some credit for their own salvation and don't realize that "salvation is of the LORD," as Jonah said in Jon. 2:9. 

We do not cooperate at all (nor do any so-called presalvation effort or work to please God), but salvation is totally monergistic or a one-sided act of God, it's not synergistic or a cooperative venture in which we help God save us. We are passive in our regeneration, and this results in active faith and repentance.  Salvation is not of man and God, nor of man alone, but of God alone!  It is not of anything we have done (cf. Titus 3:5) or can do that we are saved--it's grace all the way, from beginning to end.  No one will boast in God's presence (cf. Eph. 2:9)!

Those who think free will means we can do anything we want or that eternal security is a violation of it, must wonder about our state in heaven, where we will not be free to sin and can only do good!  The problem is that man is a voluntary slave (i.e., we feel no outside force or fate)--he wants to sin and chooses to do it freely--God doesn't force anyone to believe against his will, but He can convert the unwilling by an act of irresistible grace.  In heaven, we won't want to sin, and that's the miracle of regeneration and glorification.  God has free will, but cannot act out of character, and being holy, that eliminates all evil and sin.  As believers, we still have the power to sin and the power not to sin, we don't have to sin but have two natures fighting each other and the one that wins is usually the one we feed the most and give into.

The only saved believers are those who live out the gospel and love Jesus in their hearts, desiring to obey, serve, and worship Him.  It isn't a matter of acquiescence or assent; this is only the first step!  We must trust Christ, rely on Him, and surrender our wills to His!   But we cannot do this without the grace of God enabling us.  We believe through grace (cf. Acts 18:27).  The miracle is that we want to obey and serve Christ--we don't feel we have to, but that we want to--showing a real conversion experience.

There are several passages of Scripture that point to man's stubborn, fallen will or volition (which is the deciding factor in our decisions between heart and mind).  "So I gave them over to their stubborn hearts, to follow their own counsels"  (Psalm 81:12, ESV).  "... We will follow our own plans, and will every one act according to the stubbornness of his evil heart"  (Jer. 18:12, ESV).  "The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately sick; who can understand it?"  (Jer. 17:9, ESV).  "O LORD, why do you make us wander from your ways and harden our heart, so that we fear you not?"  (Isa. 63:17, ESV).  Note that the will is part of the heart in Scripture, though we commonly interchange and even confuse heart and emotion.   In Scripture, the heart contains the intellect (cf. Matt. 15:19), the emotional being (cf. Ps. 37:4), and the will (cf. Ex. 7:22).  The heart is thus the seat of man's inner personality and character.  God doesn't make us do anything we don't want to do, though He is "at work within [us] both to do and to will of His good pleasure" (cf. Phil. 2:13).

In our conversion experience, God never forces us to do anything we don't want to do (coercion) and our destiny is not a fate that we have no input into (determinism), but God is able to make us willing and able to believe.  He can make the unwilling willing (cf. Psalm 110:3; Phil 2:13; Psalm 51:12, NLT)!  Man's will really has two dimensions, which must be distinguished:  the mundane and the spiritual or moral.  Man retains all mundane ability and power of choice, such as what his favorite foods are; however he loses the ability to choose God independently--grace must lead the way and melt his heart into obedience.

Martin Luther called this the bondage of the will and wrote De Servo Arbitrio (The Bondage of the Will) to counter Erasmus' Catholic version of free will.  It has long been Roman Catholic tradition that man chooses Christ totally of his own free will without God's interference with it.  Martin Luther said that this doctrine confuses the gospel and that one doesn't grasp man's bondage in his will, he fails to apprehend the gospel.  When you realize that you don't need free will, but wills made free, you understand grace in salvation; we are not born free, as people think, but born in bondage and must be set free by Christ (as John 8:36 says, "If the Son shall set you free, you shall be free indeed").

In the final analysis, all that matters is that the person's heart is in the right place and that one love the Lord, not that his doctrine be impeccably correct or that he can split hairs!  We must keep the main thing the main thing and not get sidetracked just being content to be doctrinally correct.     Soli Deo Gloria!  

Sunday, August 6, 2017

Dialogue With God

"For God speaks in one way, and in two, though man does not perceive it.  In a dream, in a vision of the night, when deep sleep falls on men, while they slumber on their beds"  (Job 33:14-15, ESV). 
"All the believers devoted themselves to the apostles' teaching, and to fellowship, and to sharing in meals (including the Lord's Supper), and to prayer"  (Acts 2:42, NLT). 
"He is there, and He is not silent."  (Francis Schaeffer)  

In our prayer life, we seek intimacy with our Lord, withholding nothing and bringing everything to Him.  In effect, we worry about nothing, pray about anything, and thank about everything.  One will never realize the voice of God in answer to prayer apart from the Word of God, His promised vehicle of communication, though He hasn't retired dreams, visions, or voices--He primarily speaks through the Word--we should learn to be attentive to that voice. Note Samuel attending to God's Word:  "And the LORD appeared again at Shiloh, for the LORD revealed himself to Samuel at Shiloh by the word of the LORD"  (1 Sam. 3:21, ESV).   Also, note that C. S. Lewis is credited with saying, "God whispers to us in our pleasures, speaks to us in our conscience, and shouts in our pains; it is his megaphone to rouse a deaf world."

It has been said that most of us don't need a lecture on prayer, we just need to pray; but this is what the disciple asked Jesus to teach them, of all things!  I don't really have a well-thought-out theology on prayer, I just pray and learn by OJT or trial and error.  George Mueller recorded some 50,000 answers to prayer in his life, and many other prayer warriors have prayed earnestly till they got answers; for example, Cotton Mather prayed for 20 years for revival and the Great Awakening occurred the year he died.  The idea, according to Luke 18:1, is never to give up or to lose heart.

The purpose of prayer is prayer!  That may sound simplistic, but we must learn to enjoy our encounters with the Almighty and realize that prayer changes us, it doesn't change God.  We don't pray to get our will done on earth, but God's will done--God forbid that He would grant us our will and we end up lousing up our lives as a result of our foolishness.  Bear in mind, that God knows best and sometimes He answers "no," but He will always answer--sometimes with something better!  Prayer is efficacious because God has ordained this as the means to His ends, although He is sovereign and knows all things and doesn't need our prayers--it's the plan!  We must learn to boldly approach the dimension of the throne room of God and be attentive and alert to His presence and anointing in our prayers.

If God has placed a burden on your heart, He wants prayer effort and support in return.  We must practice prayer the best we can because it opens doors and changes things; we must always pray as if everything depends on God, while we work and live like it all depends on us.  Prayer is effective according to the will of God, for this is a condition, and the more sensitive and aware of God's will we become, the more effective are the results and answers.  We have a weapon in prayer in that God will always listen and we have clout as believers in Christ and children of God.

Our fellowship is dependent upon our prayer life; you cannot be walking with the Lord without ongoing dialogue and open communication and channels to His will and voice. This fellowship is a two-way street and we must become sensitive to God's will and voice (like it says that if you hear His voice, don't harden your heart--to learn to listen!).  It's the same as any human fellowship (we keep in touch!)--it takes experience and practice to develop prayer muscle and to become adept at the art; for some may have anemic and feeble prayers, but God doesn't judge like we do and it's more important to have feelings without words than words without feelings--for the Holy Spirit is able to put our sighs into words that God can understand on our behalf (cf. Rom. 8:27).

Successful prayer is not one of eloquence or one that's long-winded, or emotional, but one that touches base and is in sync with God's will and has a genuine encounter with God to change us!  You could say that it's an exercise to get on the same page as God and to get charged up for doing His will.  Prayer is reaching out to God and making contact on His terms, submitting to His will and being changed or transformed by the encounter.

Since Jesus said, quoting Isaiah 56:7, that His "house shall be called a house of prayer," it is paramount that prayer be exercised and practiced in the assembling together of ourselves, for OJT is the best way to learn--we learn by doing!   Everyone can participate in corporate prayer and learn from each other.  As we gain confidence in our prayer life, we learn to keep the channel open and conversation going, as seventeenth-century Carmelite monk Bro. Lawrence called it, "the practice of the presence of God."  When it seems like you have nowhere else to go, go to your knees!  Soli Deo Gloria!