Obligatory Obedience Of Discipleship

"[T]hrough whom we have received grace and apostleship to bring about the obedience of faith for the sake of his name among all the nations"  (Romans 1:5, ESV).
"And to whom did he swear that they would not enter his rest, but to those who were disobedient?  So we see that they were unable to enter because of unbelief [note correlation]"  (Hebrews 3:18-19, ESV). 

Here's an anecdote of a believer who had come full-circle (Is he Catholic or Protestant, or Protestant acting like a Catholic?):  "I don't believe in the infallibility of Scripture anymore, but I still believe in Jesus as my Lord!"/"O how does he exercise His Lordship?"/ "Through the teachings of the Church!" (Who and what is he obeying?)

In the incident with the rich young ruler who said he had obeyed the commandments; however, the ultimate test was whether he would obey the Lord Himself, according to John MacArthur.

The issue is how does Christ extend His authority over us.  We are not to be rule-obsessed like the Pharisees but have a personal link to the Lord, take His yoke of love, and follow His will as the fulfillment of the Law.  The Lord exercises His Lordship over us through the Word (as a check on all other authority), through the body of Christ, and through all legitimate authority (even government, unless civil disobedience is called for out of Scriptural reasons), i.e., we cannot say we obey the Lord if we are disobedient to our superiors who have the rule over us (we submit one to another in the love of Christ) and we are rogues, doing their own thing and going their own way, as it were.

Protestants go a step beyond obedience to the authority of the church over them by obeying the Lord as revealed in Scripture via a personal relationship, i.e., knowing the Lord--unlike the rich young ruler who obeyed rules, but not the Lord Himself.  Protestant means:  I dissent, I disagree, I protest. Protestants are not at the mercy of Church dogma as infallible.

Thinking you can believe without obedience is called easy-believism and its gospel as the no-lordship gospel.  "Christ will not save anyone He cannot command," says A.W. Tozer.  And will not barter away his claim to lordship and ownership of us.  He couldn't be our Savior if He were not Lord of all (cf. Acts 10:36).  John MacArthur says "follow Me" refers to unconditional surrender to His lordship. True salvation is free, but it is not cheap, because the Bible doesn't teach "cheap grace" or "cheap peace," the terminology of this heresy if you will, because it cost God everything to redeem us, and He wants all of us in return. "I call it heresy," says A. W. Tozer about this gospel in vogue that dumbs down and domesticates the biblical evangel.

Obedience ultimately also means submission to authority, but some believers are reluctant to follow suit or go there--we are all under authority in the body of Christ and no one is the man in charge, except Christ Himself.  We have leaders who are also under authority!  "[We] have turned everyone to his own way" (Isaiah 53:6b, ESV).

Since we are creatures and God is our Creator, we owe Him all our obedience by virtue of this alone, whether there is a heaven or not. Even Satan has to obey when commanded and seeks permission for his mischief.  Religious people who simply go through the motions and memorize the Dance of the Pious don't please God by their religiosity.  God seeks obedience from a "noble and good heart."  1 Samuel 15:22 says:  "...Behold, to obey is better than sacrifice, and to hearken than the fat of rams." Dietrich Bonhoeffer, the Lutheran pastor who was executed in a concentration camp by the Nazis for his Christian stand, said eloquently and succinctly:  "Only he who believes is obedient, and only he who is obedient believes."  They are linked and correlated and go hand in hand in a complementary manner, they can be distinguished but not separated;  there is no such class of believer who is perpetually or habitually disobedient--obedience is not an option and the Great Commission is not the Great Suggestion!   And we can obey only by the power of Christ working in us (cf. Col. 1:29). God's power is always there to enable us to do His bidding and the power of the Holy Spirit is always on hand to kick in when needed--but we must remember it is His energy not the energy of the flesh. Paul says in Romans 15:18 that he "will not venture to speak of anything except what Christ has accomplished through [him] to bring the Gentiles to obedience by word and deed [actions can speak louder than words and prove our testimony]."

Faith is simply about trust and obedience and learning to walk in them.  I love the hymn "Trust and Obey" which stresses this definition of faith.   Isaiah 1:19 says in one version, "If you consent and obey you shall eat of the best of the land..," and in the NLT, "If you will only obey me and let me help you, then you will have plenty to eat..,"  or "If you are willing and obedient, you shall eat of the good of the land... (ESV)." Jesus admonished his disciples in John 14:21:  "He who has my commandments and keeps them [obeys], it is he who loves me."  Part B of the Great Commission is to "obey" or "observe" His teachings or commandments! We are not done when we make a convert, but must train them as disciples or followers of Christ--they must be learners and students in the school of Christ, in which they have matriculated upon salvation.   Jesus' commands are not burdensome according to 1 John 5:3 (compared to the yoke of the Law of Moses), and his burden is light (cf. Matt. 11:29).  Only when we submit to His yoke will we find our Sabbath rest.

Jeremiah 4:8 says that Israel didn't "know the rules of the LORD!"  What does God require?  Deut. 10:12-13 (ESV) says it in a nutshell:  "And now, Israel, what does the LORD your God require of you, but to fear the LORD your God, to walk in all his ways, to love him, to serve the LORD your God with all your and with all your soul, and to keep the commandments and statues of the LORD which I am commanding you this day for your good."  One of my favorite verses is Micah 6:8 says:  "Her has told you, O man, what is good; and what does the LORD require of you but to do justice, and to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God?"  This refers to ethics, brotherly relationships, and fellowship with God.  Jesus summed up the deeper requirements of the Law in Matt. 23:23 (ESV) as follows:  "...[And] have neglected the weightier matters of the law:  justice, and mercy, and faithfulness."

The point is that we cannot do the Law nor fulfill its demands, even though Israel promised to do them rather than plead for mercy in Exodus 24:3 (ESV) as follows:  "... All the words that the LORD has spoken we will do [obey again]."  The point of the Law is to point out our sin according to Paul in Romans 3:20 in the Phillips translation:  "Indeed the straightedge of the law shows us how crooked we really are." Other versions render it: "... [F]or by the law is the knowledge of sin;" "... [Since] through the law comes knowledge of sin." C. S. Lewis aptly said that we don't know how bad we are till we've tried to be good, and we can't be good till we know how bad we are!  This is a paradox and worth thinking about, because the closer we get to God, the more we realize our unworthiness and His grace and mercy.  Luther said the Law is a hammer that smashes our righteousness and a mirror that shows our faults.  Why didn't Israel realize that they couldn't keep the Law?  Only Jesus was able to and He did it on our behalf so we don't have to but can have His righteousness imputed to our account and be considered justified (or just as if I'd done it!).

What kind of attitude should we have in obedience?  Deut. 26:16 says, "...You shall be careful to do them with all your heart and with all your soul."  David says in Psalm 40:8 that he "delights to do [His] will."  We do not obey begrudgingly or because we think we have to, but because we want to; we now have a heart of flesh willing to obey God, instead of a heart of stone (Ezekiel 36:26). "... For the love of Christ constrains us" (2 Cor. 5:14). We are not inclined or biased to good anymore and need to be set free, because we are not born free (we are slaves to sin and the sin nature).  Our attitude determines our altitude spiritually and we need constant "attitude checks" or "spiritual check-ups."  We have the choice to choose our attitude and it should be one of joy in suffering because we are counted worthy. We are not free to disobey at will or our discretion, but free to obey the will of God.

According to John MacArthur, faith is manifest in obedience only.  James said, "I will show you my faith by my deeds," while Paul is saying, "I will show you my deeds by faith." We are saved by faith alone, according to the reformers, but not a faith that is alone (that would be antinomianism).   Without deeds our faith is suspect!  The obedience of faith saves, but works are no substitute for faith, because, even though we are not saved by works, we are not saved without them either. Matthew 7:17 says we shall know them by their fruits. We must bear fruit in keeping with our repentance and so prove our faith (cf. Acts 26:20: "... [Performing] deeds in keeping with their repentance"). Luke 3:8 says, "Bring forth fruits in keeping with your repentance."  Obedience is evidence of faith, not its substitute, and God is not against works, just those done in the flesh (cf. Isaiah 64:6).  The faith you have is the faith you show is James' key point.  Remember, we are judged by our obedience (i.e., our deeds or works per Romans 2:6), not our faith.  God is not interested in our achievements or accomplishments, but in our obedience only!

When God tests us, it is for our own good and it is an honor because He trusts us to pass the test and obey Him.   You might wonder if you are obedient.  Acts 5:32 (ESV) says, "And we are witness to these things, and so is the Holy Spirit, whom God has given to those who obey him."  Jesus said, "If any man wills to do His will, he shall know of the doctrine..."  (John 7:17).  Jesus said in John 17:3 that eternal life is knowing Him; likewise to know Him is to love Him and to love Him is to obey Him--because we now want to do God's will from the heart! Again I reiterate 2 Cor. 5 v. 14: "For the love of Christ constrains [or compels in ESV] us...."  Though the believer is capable of disobedience out of failure or because he is human, he possesses a supernatural yearning to obey and please God. As David said in Psalm 40:8 (ESV), "I desire to do your will, my God; your law is with my heart."The ultimate result of knowing Him is to desire to be like Him in sanctification and a growing and living faith.   Soli Deo Gloria!

Going Home

"What man is he that liveth, and shall not see death?"  (Psalm 89:48).
"There is but a step between me and death" (1 Samuel 20:3).
"For it is appointed unto man once to die, and after this the Judgment"  (Hebrews 9:27).
"For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain" (Philippians 1:21).
"Precious in the sight of the LORD is the death of his saints" (cf. Psalm 116:15).
EMPHASIS MINE. It has been observed, that if you can direct a man's thoughts toward eternity, you are well on the way to converting him.

"[Prepare] to meet your God, O Israel"  (cf. Amos 4:12).  Avoidance of the issue or being in denial is a cop-out and defense mechanism that doesn't work, because, sooner or later, we will all meet our Maker and have either a judgment day or a coronation day.  We must learn to put eternity in perspective and live in light of eternity--we are only passing through, as it were! Remember, it has wisely been said, "The only thing certain about life is death."  We all have the final appointment with death and no one knows when it is for them--he must always be vigilant.

There is the story of how much of a welcome Teddy Roosevelt got in a ticker-tape parade in Time's Square, and at the same time a missionary was coming home to his family:  He wondered why he didn't receive such a glorious welcome as this "hero" and God told him:  [Don't make yourself too comfortable or make yourself at home!] "You are not home yet!" We must learn to live our lives on this earth as foreigners and see that God just gives us spiritual green cards to prepare us for eternity. See yourself as a citizen of heaven!

Matthew Henry said that it ought to be the business of every day to prepare for our final day. This is highly practical and a matter of applying the Word to our lives. Not wanting to tackle this issue, or to avoid it, is cowardly and escaping reality, so to speak.  If you are not ready for death, you are not really living; for only those ready to die can enjoy life to the max.  If we can affirm with Paul: "I have fought the good fight, I have finished the course, I have kept the faith..." (2 Timothy 4:7).

The day of our departure to be with the Lord is meant to be more joyous than our day of birth!  I like Alfred, Lord Tennyson's wording in In Memoriam: "God's finger touched him and he slept."  Life is not a fluke and there is an intricate plan of God for each of us, and when we realize it we are really "Living" with a capital L. Some people are merely existing, they are not living, because the true secret to life eternal in its fullness is to know God ("I am come that they may have life, and have it more abundantly," says Jesus; starting now, not in eternity).

You can spend your life without accomplishing anything and it may turn out to be empty pursuits done in vain.  I am not against doing good deeds or works, just those done in the flesh!  We will only be rewarded for the fruit of the Spirit that we accomplish through the power of the Spirit (Hosea 14:8; Isaiah 26:12).  Paul said in Romans 15:18, "I will not venture to speak of anything, but what Christ has accomplished through me [as a vessel of honor] "prepared unto good works" per Ephesians 2:10). Note that we are not saved "by works," but "unto [for] works," and we will be recompensed fairly beyond our wildest dreams.

The sad thing is that most people don't know they are wasting their life on worthless goals or even godless pleasures.  A life without God-oriented purpose is petty and trivial and will count for nothing in light of eternity.  Alfred, Lord Tennyson, the poet laureate of the UK, said that he looked forward to meeting his "pilot" when he had "crossed the bar."  "Death, be not proud!" Sir Walter Scott said, "Time and tide wait for no man."  We never know when our hour has come--we must be ready.

Death is a door and not a wall.  It is the final curtain call of this existence.  It is nothing to be afraid of for us believers because Christians don't really die--it is just the separation of the soul from the higher level of dimension in living like color TV is a higher level than black and white, and likewise, H.D. and 3-D to boot!   We never reach perfect sanctification in this life where we can say we have "arrived," (cf. Phil. 3:13) but in glory, we will be without sin and yet totally free--we won't want to sin either.

To some it may seem morbid (it is being oriented to reality and being well-adjusted and victorious over the devil who holds people captive by a fear of death) and to make the final preparations and provide for final expenses, or to dwell on your wishes, even sharing them to intimate friends and family there comes a time when we must face reality that we are getting up there and could go at any time to meet our Lord, and our work is done--we are the ultimate realists.  We don't want to be preoccupied with the subject but examples of what ought to be done as an example--this is our last testimony and chance to say something in our death.  How many believers have made funeral arrangements, or have life insurance, or have gone through the trouble of making a will and appointing an executor?   Having done this, I can reassure you that it is God's will and there is great peace of mind in not leaving the final expenses to family and burdening them to worry about the details in such a trying and lamentable moment as when a dear one passes away.

I have talked to some guys and they simply don't care what happens to them after they die, but this is an unbiblical attitude.  There is such as thing as being irresponsible and making that final impression of how people remember you are important.  In the Bible, God places a premium on giving men a proper burial and I recall the wicked Jezebel that the dogs ate her body and she never was buried. When God curses people often He says they won't receive a proper burial--this is an eternal stigma, and we are to honor all men and give every man in the image of God, no matter his status a proper burial, and to be ready for any contingency.  We are stewards of what God has blessed us with and will be held accountable to the end, even our foresight, like God, said to Hezekiah:  "Get your house in order, you are about to die!"

Try thinking of the departing to be with the Lord as our final promotion and being given our ultimate reward (1 Cor. 2:9 says, "Eye has not heard, not entered into the heart of man, what God has prepared for [us]").  Be ready!  St. Francis of Assisi was asked what he'd do with one hour left to live: "I'd finish this row [he was gardening that day]."  And in that day, ye shall ask me nothing" (John 16:23):  Our questions are answered.

Our departure is meant to be glorious and a celebration of our life and we will see how God has always been at work in our lives "to do and to will according to His good pleasure"  (Philippians 2:13).  William James, the psychologist, said, "The best use of life is to spend it for something that outlasts it."   The consequences of our personal goals will not last as long as the accomplishment of God's will in our life--the goal should be to find that for your life and be faithful in it.  We are all living on borrowed time, as they say, and sooner or later you will realize that disease like cancer is not terminal--life is! We cannot escape the Grim Reaper and are literally all on Death Row!  The best philosophy and theology is to be ready to expire at any time, and that gives us a brave heart.  Soli Deo Gloria!

Brain, Mind, and Spirit

"For God has not given us a spirit of fear; but of power and of love and of a sound mind" (2 Tim. 1:7, KJV).
"[The demon-possessed man] was clothed and in his right mind."
"At the same time my reason returned to me..."  (Daniel 4:36a, ESV).
"As a man thinks in his heart, so is he"  (Prov. 23:7).
EMPHASIS IN BOLDFACE MINE!

It has been said that we are what we think about all day and that we are what our thoughts make us are what we are. "We aren't what we think we are; but what we think, we are!"   Nevertheless, some misguided souls need to get their thinking straightened out, that's all!

Did you know that your brain is capable of being diseased and will ultimately decay into dust?  There is such a thing as mental illness, in that the brain can have misfires, "mal-connections," or lapses to do bizarre behavior, and even lose touch with reality and have delusions. Most mental illnesses, such as being bipolar do not mean the person is "crazy" but that he suffers a disability of mood swing that keeps him from functioning normally in society and of adjusting to the culture and his environment. I do not believe in calling people nuts, crazy, wackos, out of their mind, coo-coo, beside oneself, gone off the deep end, off his rocker, mentally disturbed, suffering from mental issues, or especially insane (except in extreme cases which are very rare).  "He's lost his mind! (he may just be confused by the author of confusion)."

Stigmas are uncalled for:  In reality, people with mental disorders are less likely to commit crimes than so-called normal people, and there are many normal criminals out there too. Giving psychiatric help to criminals only produces mentally healthy criminals!  Christians believe mind or thought preceded and is over matter or creation:  "In the beginning was the Word...." Note this:  The brain and mind are connected but involve more than chemical reactions.

Our mind is different from our brain and is dependent upon it in the body we indwell but will be set free and glorified in glory.  Our character and personality, and not necessarily our IQ will remain intact and we will have nothing to complain or fret about.  Personally, I do not believe there will be retarded or even geniuses in heaven, but all will have perfect minds in perfect bodies like Christ. There are many diseases of the mind such as Parkinson's and Alzheimer's diseases that can greatly debilitate and do harm to one's living style and comfort zone.  But I do not believe our spirits can be infected by disease!

(Modern science is monistic or believing only in the physical and that which can be demonstrated, repeated, and proved by natural causes.  However, we Christians believe in dualism that we have a mind separate that is not material.  Unbelievers are just as human as Christians, but they are dead spiritually and lack a right relationship with God and man (definition of righteousness). Christians have a special dimension to life that is beyond just being conscious of the material world, but of God and spiritual things and concepts--this can never erode or fade away.)


We are vessels of honor and will never lose our fellowship with God the Father, Jesus the Son, the Holy Spirit, and fellow believers. This is something the devil cannot snatch away nor afflict us with. For example, we may lose short-term memory or ultimately memory of lifetime acquaintances, but we will never lose our knowledge of God or awareness of His divine presence within us.  Others cannot see our relationship with God except through the fruit we produce, but we can never be separated from the love of Christ (Rom. 8:39 declares that even disease can't harm our fellowship and security in Him).  God will never put His children to shame because they are vessels of honor and would rather take them home to be with the Lord than suffer at the hands of the devil like an unbeliever succumbing to his diabolical activity.

Talents can be neglected and deteriorate, but gifts are given and God does not take back what He gives: Philippians 1:6 that says He will finish what He has started in us and will not give up--so we should never surrender though it seems we are capable of temporary setback, failure, and unfaithfulness. No matter what trial we go through God is with us ("When you pass through the waters I will be with you..," says Isaiah 43:2).  Jesus didn't save our brains, but our souls and this includes our intellect because the will is driven by it (the will is that by which the mind chooses or the faculty of choice and referee driven by the intellect and emotions).  If our mind was destroyed we couldn't be "set free" or make choices!

Dr. Karl Popper with Sir John Eccles wrote a must-read and classic entitled The Self and Its Brain in which they distinguish, and separate these two entities of our being (we are a "living being" distinguished from animals and have the breath of life itself endowed by our Creator).  Having a mind makes consciousness possible, and this is subjective and not in the material world--there is something out there besides matter and that, of course, implies a Higher Mind, or God Almighty Himself as Creator. Consciousness and thinking are mental and not material or physical events!  Most psychiatrists believe we are just a bunch of chemical reactions and any disease of the brain can be fixed by some drug therapy and physical treatment---they deny the existence of a soul!

They also deny the personhood consisting of being a living soul and having any spiritual existence--Christians according to Freud and modern psychiatry are suffering from a neurosis or psychosis.  To distinguish the spiritual dimension, a relatively normal person can appear as a spiritual giant because of his "knowing the Lord" with his mind.  Our minds do remain intact as we enter eternity, and can operate independently of our brains, which are just part of our physical bodies and subject to defect and shortcomings.  Soli Deo Gloria!

Does Genuine Repentance Save?

The question stated is a loaded one:  Romans 2:4 tells us that the goodness or kindness of God is meant to lead us to repentance; God grants repentance according to 2 Tim. 2:24 according to His will and in Acts 5:31 He gives repentance to Israel;  likewise, in Acts 11:18 God grants the Gentiles repentance unto life; in Luke 24:47 the Great Commission is given in terms of repentance:  "[And] that repentance and forgiveness of sin should be proclaimed in his name to all generations."

What then is repentance?  From the Koine, metanoia means a change of mind or to rethink.  It is more than eating humble pie or coming clean or feeling sorry about something, or even of having remorse like Judas did.  There are attrition and contrition; God only honors contrition (cf. Psalm 51:17 about God not despising a contrite heart), which is a change of heart, mind, and will or in feelings, intellect and knowledge of it (i.e., changing your mind and attitude, not just opinions), and deciding and determining not to repeat it and go in the opposite direction--doing a 180, a U-turn, or a radical about-face, you might say. One needs emotion but repentance isn't emotionalism. He needs to agree with God about his sin and say the same thing and get a conviction, which is the domain of the Holy Spirit.

You can't do it part way, but must renounce sin making the commitment, to turn from sin which is the evil principle in us. Attrition is spurious and basically only feeling bad about the result and consequence--like what Esau had after selling his birthright to Jacob for a meal.  Repentance, it is agreed, is a prerequisite of salvation.  It is not the cause, but the result because God works it in our hearts with faith so that we become transformed from the inside out--He puts a new man in the suit, not a new suit on the man.  Attrition, on the other hand, is basically motivated by fear of punishment or getting a ticket out of hell, or fire insurance, you could say.

Repentance is an imperative or a mandate and there is no salvation without it.  Conversion consists of both repentance and faith, but they are the flip side of each other and can be distinguished, but not separated.  They say you have believing repentance or penitent faith!  Don't try to justify yourself or offer excuses, but make a resolution to turn to from your former ways to God's way.  Repentance is not a one-time event or experience but must be on-going and progressive--renewed daily to walk with the Lord. The command to repent is given in Ezekiel 18:30 as follows:  Repent, and turn from all your transgressions, so that iniquity will not be your ruin."  Paul says in Acts 17:30 (ESV) in the same vein:  "...[B]ut now he commands people everywhere to repent."

We must see that repentance and faith go hand in hand and are complementary--the one is turning from sin and the other is turning to God!  Repentance is one of the recurring motifs of Scripture and Jesus opened His ministry preaching it as did John the Baptist. Jesus said, "Repent, or you will likewise perish" (cf. Luke 13:5).   In the final analysis, we must own up to our wrongdoing.  There is no genuine repentance without saving faith; therefore, if you have one you also have the other.  When one repents he sees himself as a sinner (the sinner's prayer in Luke 18:13 is relevant:  "God be merciful to me, the sinner.").  When one has done this, he is good to go!

Now note that repentance and faith are not conditions of salvation, but the result of it:  A man who is spiritually dead cannot do the work of God which takes the efficacious grace of God to melt his heart and make him willing to believe and change his life--a complete turnaround in repudiating sin!  Job confessed quite appropriately:  "I abhor myself and repent in dust and ashes."  If he saw sin in his life, how much more should we in comparison to one of the three most righteous men in the Bible (Noah, Daniel, and Job according to the Word).

And in conclusion:  if you have genuine repentance, you must have saving faith simultaneously.  You can be assured of salvation, therefore, but it is God that saves through faith in Christ, by grace alone--it is the object of the faith, not the faith which saves (which would be fideism--faith in faith).  Repentance is the condition, but it is a work of grace in the heart, mind, and will of the sinner--"Apart from Me you can do nothing"  (cf. John 15:5).   The problem lies in the order of salvation or ordo salutis in Latin, all done by the grace of God so that God alone gets the glory (Soli Deo Gloria!): regeneration, repentance, faith, justification, sanctification, and the terminus is final glorification.  Soli Deo Gloria!

Why Isn't God A Woman?

"...[For] I am God and not a man...[God isn't even human!]"  (Hosea 11:9, ESV).
"God is not man, that he should lie, or a son of man, that he should change his mind..." (Numbers 23:19, ESV).
"God is spirit, and those who worship him must worship in spirit and truth"  (John 4:24, ESV).

Doesn't woman mean that she came out of man?  Man was created first in the divine order and scheme of things and then Eve or the woman out of Adam's rib.  Our God is one of design and order and not of confusion or disarray.  Woman was made for the man, and not the man for the woman as a helpmate for him.  Woman is really the pinnacle and zenith of God's creation--the ultimate masterpiece and crown of all creation.  A woman is no way inferior to man but is his equal and counterpart.  I believe God saved the best for last!

Many men have likewise pondered why God isn't a woman and even New Agers believe in Mother Nature, so to speak; because they would rather lust after a beautiful woman than worship some "old man" as God is often stereotyped and caricatured.  If God were a woman hypothetically speaking, some would counter:  "Why isn't God a man?"

God cannot literally be an "it" or a thing, but He is in the sense that He is spirit and not flesh and bone like us--God has no body and can incarnate and make theophanies at will to appear as He wills--even as fire or an angel.  The reason God is referred to as Father is because Jesus asked us to call Him that and He was His Father. This is not a throwback to our need for a father-figure, but God is attempting to show us that there is a correlation between His relationship with us and that of a father to a child. Think on this and go figure:  If God is in you, what sex is God then? The issue is whether He indwells you or not, not what His gender is.

God has no sex like the angels, but He did say, "Let's create man in our image."   This implies that He gave us the ability to communicate with Him and have a living relationship.  We have a will, emotions, and an intellect.  And He has attributes like courage, strength, compassion, tenderness, humility, and condescension that are not necessarily that of any certain sexual persuasion. God transcends gender definition and is the source of all good attributes.   It is too simplistic to say God is a man; however, Jesus is the Son of Man or the "human one [not the Father, the human one]."  God may be masculine, but if He didn't have a feminine side, where did these traits and characteristics come from, if not God?  Soli Deo Gloria!

How To Explain The Trinity

DISCLAIMER:  NO ONE CAN FULLY FATHOM GOD'S DIVINE NATURE MANIFESTED IN THE TRINITY; HOWEVER, ILLUSTRATIONS AND REASON CAN GIVE INSIGHT AND FAITH.

The Trinity, a term coined by the Church Father and lawyer Tertullian, is terminology for our God who is one in essence (i.e., that they share the attributes of divinity such as omniscience, omnipotence, and omnipresence), and is three in person--i.e., uniting three personas.  You might say He is triune or has a tripersonality.  He is a threesome, that in one sense is three, and in another only one.  God is one in the sense of a union or of being one like one cluster of grapes (from the Hebrew Echad).  Each of the members of the Godhead work together for one purpose, goal, and will to accomplish it with different job descriptions or roles:  In our salvation, the Father planned it and authored it, the Son accomplished it and achieved it, and the Holy Spirit applies it and completes it; In creation as well as in salvation, the Father initiates, the Son redeems, and the Holy Spirit regenerates.  This is like three functions of matter in the three states of solid, liquid, and gas. Water, ice, and steam are all the same element chemically, though they have different properties.

How can you say that there are three and one and not be contradictory?  If you mean it in a different sense it is no contradiction. According to the law of noncontradiction, something cannot be something and not be something in the same sense at the same time!  If you have three lights on in a room and behold only one light doesn't that mean there is but one light with three sources?  One person may say, from his viewpoint, that there are three lights, and another that there is only one!  It all depends upon perspective.  Charles Taze Russell, who founded the Watchtower Bible and Tract Society, said this doctrine was illogical and therefore rejected it; however, God's nature isn't necessarily perceptible, apparent, nor lucid to our feeble minds.  You may say it is simple arithmetic:  1 + 1 + 1 = 3; however, 1 X 1 X 1 = 1.

No one can adequately explain the Trinity because the finite cannot contain the infinite, as the Latin maxim says.  We have to take it on faith that this is so!  God will give us enough to take the leap of faith, but He expects us to have faith and not let our cerebral doubts get in the way.  Our intellects can be a stumbling block to our faith, get in the way, and hinder true faith--God honors the faith of a child.

What I'm getting at is that you cannot fathom nor explain this doctrine, even if you have all eternity! We cannot peg God, put Him in a box, nor analyze Him to our specs or satisfaction!  Just accept it by faith and realize that God is infinite and you are finite and cannot comprehend God. God boggles our mind and just thinking about Him is mental gymnastics. There is always more to God than we apprehend--this is called the profundity of God.  God speaks to us in baby talk, or lisping, and is condescending to our level to have a relationship with us, who are in His image--that's why we are capable of it.

In conclusion:  I confess I cannot fully comprehend it, but I believe despite this.  You don't need all the answers to have faith, just go in the direction of the preponderance of the evidence like a jury is instructed to do.  God with the flow!  When the majority of the evidence suggests or dictates a conclusion--go with it!  Behold the "three-in-oneness" of God. "God in three persons, blessed Trinity."  They say the Trinity is not three ways of looking at God (like a man may be a husband, brother, and son), nor three persons or personas that together make up or complete God (this is called tritheism and is like the parts of an egg or apple together make up the whole egg or apple), but a threesome and a union incomprehensibly made one.    Soli Deo Gloria!

Is It Valid To Only Have A Higher Power?

Note well that just imagining a God or philosophizing about His existence or being superstitious and just thinking "He is there" doesn't satisfy:  Only a personal and secure relationship with Him can!  A one-dimensional God cannot fulfill our needs and meet us where we are.

Some people like to think of God as some higher power that influences them for good or bad in an impersonal way and the world at large.  They don't feel they know it or have any kind of living relationship with it, but only respect it and live by its rules.  It is a kind of mechanical fate to some and a cosmic energy or life force to others ("the Force be with you").  Some are convicted there is a God of some sort but call it or personify it by other names, such as "Mother Nature" or "Fate, Luck, or Chance."

There are no impersonal forces at work in nature and God is sovereign over all His creation.  What these deluded people need to realize is the vast chasm between Jesus Christ and the so-called higher powers that cannot be known.  Since we have a mind and are persons, a creator must have a higher mind and be a superior person, not a force or influence. Thinking of God as a mere higher power is a stepping stone or beginning to an acknowledgment of God in truth through a personal knowledge of Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior.

Christ claimed to be God Almighty in the flesh and rose from the dead to demonstrate it to live witnesses who became martyrs witnessing of their experiences, and the veracity of their testimony was their blood and death.  People will die for what they believe is true, but they won't willingly die for a hoax.   The resurrection is either the greatest single event in all of history or it is the biggest hoax and fraud ever perpetrated upon mankind.  The disciples were not deluded madmen and guilty of spreading rumors and lies.  They were not consummate liars at all but men of high moral integrity and their lives verified and were consistent with their testimony.  Jesus talked like no human ever talked and is not saying things you would expect of a madman; they are not the rantings and ravings of a lunatic.

Yes, Christianity is so vastly differentiated from "religion" that it is in a new dimension--viva la difference.  Only in Christianity is their assurance of salvation, and an existential personal experience that is based on objective, historical fact.   We would not be experiencing Christ if He were still dead in the grave. Religion is a "do-it-yourself" proposition and is basically "lifting up yourself by your own bootstraps."  Religion says "Do," while Christianity says, "Done." Our salvation is not earned, deserved, and able to be paid back, but wholly of grace and a gift of God to be received as a gift. Only in Christianity is the sin problem adequately dealt with and solved by the death, burial, and resurrection of Christ--there is no more reason for guilt and shame, but a real hope.  The past is forgiven, the present is given meaning, and the future is secured. What purpose in life can a higher power give you?

Eternal life is about knowing God and having a personal, fulfilling, and rewarding relationship with Him.   We are assured of a God who loves us and cares about us and meets our needs adequately. We are not left out to fend for ourselves in a dog-eat-dog world that has the law of the jungle and the rule is the survival of the fittest.   The whole miracle of Christianity is how it changes lives and transforms from the inside out, making a whole new person in the suit, not putting a new suit on the person.   We are not free to imagine any God we choose and put Him in a box; we must find and deal with the God who is there.  God is here and He is not silent.

The uniqueness of Jesus is that He is especially known for who He is, and not what He said (though people quote Him all the time unawares).  He alone claimed to be the Son of God and His credentials backed it up.  His character was consistent with His claims, and His miracles were such that they were unique signs of His deity.  If you take the miracles out of Christianity you have nothing left--Jesus would only be a footnote in history; you can take the miracles out of the other faiths and you still have them intact.  Someone has said, "If you take Christ out of Christianity, you disembowel it and there is nothing left"--Christianity is Christ and Christ is God, which is the issue to be faced.

Christianity is a religion that God has revealed Himself propositionally, i.e., hundreds of times it says, "Thus saith the LORD" and this is not the case in any of the other "Scriptures."  Christianity is a revealed religion that we wouldn't have thought of ourselves like having 72 virgins and enjoying wine, women, and song for eternity.  Some disparities are:  All faiths encourage good works, but in Christianity, we are not saved by works, but unto works.  We don't do works in order to get saved, but because we are saved: not an "in order to" but a "therefore."  Only Christianity has an objective reason to solve the so-called guilt problem of man, which is real and exists.  Only Christianity offers an eternal life that begins as an abundant life in the here and now and is not provisional--a sure thing. Only Christianity offers grace instead of merit to gain salvation. We don't deserve it, can't earn it, and can never pay it back!

Many faiths claim to "work" and they say that that is proof they are true:  The unique distinction is that Christianity is not true because it works, but it works because it is true.  Every honest seeker of the truth owes it to himself to take a serious look at the claims of Christ and see that there is no comparison to any so-called higher power. Note well:  Only Christianity proffers a personal God that loves us and knows us and wants a personal relationship with us so that we can know Him.
    Soli Deo Gloria!

The Freedom And Bondage Of The Will

Right off the bat, I want to make you cognizant of the two sorts of will in us--temporal/mundane and spiritual or moral. God has uniquely made man a moral creature because he has a mind and a will, and man alone has the ability to make moral choices for which he is responsible and will be held accountable and judged unless he is redeemed. Spiritual choices pertaining to salvation are subject to the grace of God.  We have the ability to choose (or faculty of choice intact) of what sort of cola we want, but we don't have the innate or inherent ability to choose the Way of salvation in Christ apart from the grace of God (John 15:5).  If someone says he went to the altar and received Christ all by himself with no aid from Christ or the Holy Spirit, he probably also left the altar without Christ too.

When we are left to ourselves we don't choose Christ.  That is the problem, man chooses evil and God did something about it by choosing some (the elect) to be saved by predestination because of His purpose and grace--not because of anything we did (or it would be on the basis of works and merit and election is unconditional and made before we did anything).  God could have chosen to condemn everyone (He didn't have to save anyone!), but He decided to show mercy on whom He will show mercy and condemn those He chooses to pass over and withhold grace.  Some receive grace and some justice, but God is unjust to no one.  Grace and mercy are forms of non-justice, but not of injustice.

God is sovereign over all of creation and made us of a certain temperament and character without our input.  There is no maverick molecule, so to speak, in the cosmos.  We act according to our nature (choleric, melancholic, phlegmatic, sanguine, bipolar, extrovert, introvert, antisocial, etc.).  As an analogy, why do you think a dove prefers seed and a vulture feasts on carrion?   So little of the factors of a decision is based upon our choice because God is able to manipulate all circumstances to bring about His will so that His sovereignty is not limited by our freedom.  Jesus said in John 15:5, "Apart from Me you can do nothing."

We cannot even believe apart from the grace of God (Acts 18:27 says,  "...he greatly helped those who through grace had believed").  "For it has been granted unto you to believe..." (Phil. 1:29).  Faith is a gift and not a work, or we would be saved by works and have merit before God to boast of.  We don't conjure it up but it comes "by the hearing and hearing by the Word" (Rom. 10:17).  Our ultimate destiny, therefore, is in the hands of God.  He decided whom to save apart from our input. This is a hard teaching to accept and Jesus said in John 6:44 that no one can come to the Father unless the Father "draws" him.  The wooing or enticing of the Spirit is essential, necessary, and sufficient. We cannot come to the Father unless it has been granted,

Martin Luther wrote The Bondage of the Will and said that freedom of the will is too grandiose a term to describe our state.  We don't need free will to be saved, but wills set free--we are not born free or innocent, but in bondage and enslaved to sin and our sin nature.  Philippians 2:13 (ESV) says, "For it is  God who works in you, both to will and to work for his good pleasure."  God can make the unwilling willing at will per Psalm 110:3.

I do not believe in determinism, which is robotic coercion.  We are not puppets on a string.  God never forces anyone to do something against his will--He simply changes your will willingly--we are all voluntary slaves to sin.  We have input and are responsible moral agents for our choices.  We didn't cease to be men at the fall, but ceased being good--our inclination to good was lost and we are basically evil and sinful fallen creatures, not basically and inherently good.  Augustine summed up our state by saying we are free, but not freed (we have lost our liberty). The freedom of the will is a curse and poison because we are bound to choose against Christ apart from His divine intervention.   We all act according to enlightened self-interest and according to our God-given nature.  God doesn't force us to do anything we don't want to do (i.e., there is no outside force) which would make us robots or automata. We do have self-determination, which is real freedom, in that we make decisions ourselves.  The miracle is that God is able to change our heart and transform a heart of stone into a heart of flesh (Ezek. 36:27).

If we were really free, we would be able to say:  "Henceforth, I will only desire only good and not sin." (We are slaves to sin our will is fallen too and needs to be set free by Christ by grace.)  This is where our freedom ends and we suffer the consequences of our own nature.  The sinner retains the faculty of choice and will not be able to blame God for his bad choices--he will have no one to blame but himself at the Great White Throne Judgment.   Soli Deo Gloria!

Preaching Law And Gospel

"But, if in our endeavor to be justified in Christ, we too are found to be sinners, is Christ then a servant of sin?  Certainly not!"  (Gal. 2:17, ESV). Though we are referred to as saints, we never cease to be sinners.

"...[Repent] and believe in the gospel" (Mark 1:15).  This is Jesus preaching the Law and the Gospel.

"[A]nd that repentance and forgiveness of sins should be proclaimed in his name to all nations..." (Luke 24:47).  This is the Great Commission with Law and Gospel.

"For the law was given through Moses; grace and truth came through Jesus Christ:  (John 1:17).  A proper dichotomy of the Word between Law and Gospel.

"Do your best to present yourself to God as one approved, a worker who has no need to be ashamed, rightly handling [dividing] the word of truth"  (2 Tim. 2:15).  The Bible is mostly divided between Law and gospel or promises and we need to differentiate them in view of grace.

Luther said, "He who masters the art of distinction between the Law and the Gospel should be called a real theologian." Get them lost first and tell the bad news before the good news.

An anticipatory synopsis:  The purpose of the Law is to point out sin, restrain evil in the world, and to reveal God's will and how to live.  Note well:  "[Through] the law comes the knowledge of sin" (Rom. 3:20). The Gospel is to provide forgiveness and grace and to re-orient our lives ("Having begun by the Spirit, are you now being perfected by the flesh?" cf. Gal. 3:3).  By way of definition: The OT contains the Gospel (promises and pertaining to Christ), and the NT contains the Law (what God demands to convict and a code of conduct).  The whole of Scripture is one or the other in general. When the Law is preached people are "cut to the heart" (the accusations of the Law leads to repentance) like in Acts, and when the gospel is preached their hearts are turned from stone to flesh and renewed (it is the power of the Gospel that saves).  Caveat:  It is ill-advised to preach Gospel minus Law, as it leads to spurious faith, easy-believism, shallow faith, pseudo conversion, and worst of all: False assurance.

It is imperative that we distinguish these concepts and know when to apply them.  "[Preach] the Word; be ready in season and out of season" (2 Tim. 4:2).  Preachers need to preach the Law and the Gospel well enough to be rejected as well (the average convert has rejected the Gospel 7.8 times before acceptance).  We are not under the Law, but we are not lawless!  The "Law is good," according to Paul, "if one uses it lawfully" (1 Tim. 1:8).  Too many preachers preach what the congregants want to hear or what is popular and gathers a crowd. This is a sign, though not proof, of a false teacher.  Some preach to scare people into the kingdom and some to make an emotional appeal that leads to an altar call--faith pleases God, not emotions according to Heb. 11:6. Preachers should preach both the Law (what God requires of us and shows us how far we fall short), and the Gospel (the good news about how God solved the sin issue through the death, burial, and resurrection of Christ).

But the problem is that some don't preach in the proper sequence, perspective or balance--some people are already convicted and know they are unsaved and need to be comforted with the gospel; others are secure in their sins and may be self-righteous and need the Law preached to make them realize they do indeed fall short and need the gospel.  God says in Isaiah 40, "Comfort ye my people..." and this is because they have suffered double for their sins and are ready for it. Martin Luther called the Law the hammer of the Bible that shatters our self-righteousness, a mirror that shows us what we are, and a whip that drives us to God--he that is forgiven much loves much.

But we all need some Law and some Gospel because we need to keep on our spiritual toes and have spiritual checkups.  The power is in the Gospel to change our lives and the power is in the Law to show us our need.  To some, it may seem that the Gospel is too good to be true, but goodness is not the criteria for truth--it is either true or false.  We cannot be convicted too much (we are at the same time saint and sinner) by the Law; in fact, the worse off a sinner realizes he is, the more ready he welcomes the Gospel.  Paul thought of himself as the "chief of sinners" in 1 Tim. 1:15 and the author John Bunyan penned Grace Abounding to the Chief of Sinners!  This is resultant of preaching the Word, and the whole counsel of God and the Gospel in the power of the Holy Spirit.  When the Law was given, Israel promised to keep it, rather than sue for mercy ("...We will do everything the Lord has said; we will obey" in Exodus 24:8)--they were clueless!

One reason preachers don't preach this sequence is that they are not aware of it (God doesn't sanction nor place any premium on willful ignorance as an excuse),  and think the only way to save people is to scare them into the kingdom, talking about hell or the rapture. There is always a mix of terrified, convicted sinners and secure sinners in a church and that is why both must always be preached and the preacher must never assume his parishioners are all saved.  The Gospel washes, cleanses, heals and sanctifies, not the Law.  Most people, apart from the Law, think they are not quite so bad after all ("Woe to those who are at ease in Zion," says Amos 6:1).  The Law is our "guardian until Christ came" (Gal. 3:24) and after we are saved and have faith we are no longer "under the Law" and it has no power over us, to claim nor condemn us.

Many preachers get too bogged down with the Law and are not "grace-oriented" and have had no "grace awakening" to distinguish the two and if people think they are justified or even sanctified by the Law, they have "fallen from grace" or have become legalists and aren't being saved by grace, but by their own efforts.  We are saved by grace from beginning to ending and we don't need to become somewhat Jewish to be saved.   We use it unjustly to see it as a means of salvation or sanctification. Paul said in Gal. 3:10 that if we rely on the Law we are under a curse! We must realize what Jesus said ("Apart from Me you can do nothing..," in John 15:5) and not rely on the energy or power of the flesh to be saved ("Not by might, nor by power, but by My Spirit" says Zech. 4:6), but recognize that it is from "faith to faith" that we are saved (Rom. 1:17).

Now, "the law is holy, righteous, and good" (Rom. 7:12) and it must be used correctly--is meant for the sinner to convict him (2 Tim. 1:9 says:  "for the lawless and disobedient, for  the ungodly and sinners, for the unholy and profane."  We never can say we don't need the Law to show us right living, God's will, morality, and ethics (I am not speaking of the ceremonial Law of Moses, but of the moral Law that God requires of us).

You cannot dichotomize the Bible so simplistically and say that the OT is Law and the NT is gospel because if that were so the Old Testament saints couldn't be saved, and the New Testament saints couldn't be convicted and know right from wrong.   There is Law everywhere (if I say this is a free park and it has no laws or rules, how free is it? It's chaos).  John Clare said that "in a madhouse, there exists no law."   We do need the Law and cannot lose track of it or become disoriented--but we must always learn to distinguish the two.  Rom. 10:4 says, "Christ is the end of the Law," and this means He fulfilled it and we are not under its authority to condemn anymore.  "There is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus," according to Rom. 8:1.

The curse was in Deut. 27:26 (ESV) et alia:  "Cursed be anyone who does not confirm the words of this law by doing them...."  We come to the realization that "the letter [the Law] kills, but the Spirit [the Gospel] gives life, when we get saved and realize that we have a lighter yoke than the yoke of the Law to fulfill, and that is the yoke of the Spirit and being led by the Spirit.  "...For the letter [the Law] kills, but the Spirit [Gospel] gives life"  (2 Cor. 3:6 showing Law and Gospel again).  The Law has the power to kill according to Romans 7:11 because it can seize the opportunity and overcome us. We need to learn to live in the power of the Spirit and be free form the burden (we obey because we want to, not because we have to) of the Law:  "You shall, therefore, keep my statutes and my rules; if a person does them, he shall live by them: I am the LORD" (Lev. 18:5, ESV).

The whole point in preaching is to make everyone, even the saved, realize their need for the Law and the gospel and not to lose track of these, but keep oriented and make regular spiritual checkups.  We don't want to get too comfortable or complacent and we don't want to despair. If people think they need to hear it that is good but if they think it was just interesting or "worth a few moments of their time," as if being entertained,  then they failed--preaching is meant to change lives.  Preaching is the methodology or M.O. of saving souls and it is "by hearing, and by hearing" that a person receives faith (Rom. 10:17).

Ovid was right about human nature:  "We strive after the forbidden things and always lust after the things that are denied us."  When the Law came, it aroused desire just like Eve desired of the forbidden fruit--this is the essence of sin. We wouldn't want to step on the wet paint if no sign said, "Do not step on wet paint." The nitty-gritty of the Law and the gospel is that it is the power of God unto salvation and it is a mystery, i.e., not self-evident.

The answer to the inquiry "What must I do to be saved?" is our fixation.  Man is incurably addicted to doing something for his salvation.  Jesus answered this question in John  6:29:  "This is the work of God, that you believe in him whom he has sent."  We can do nothing--that is the point!  It is God's work in us and we receive salvation as a free gift we didn't deserve, cannot earn, and can never repay."   This is welcome news to those wholly convicted of their sins and having spirits prepared by God to receive His grace message.   If we had to do something most people could accept that, but they cannot understand how salvation can be free.  God just wants us to believe in Him ("...he greatly helped those who through grace had believed" in Acts 18:27).  The statement "Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ and thou shalt be saved" is nonsensical apart from the conviction of the Law.  Christ came to save sinners, and if you do not regard yourself as a real sinner, then Christ may not seem like a real Savior!  As for me, I am a great sinner, but I have a great Savior.   Soli Deo Gloria!

The Judas Factor

We have a lot to learn from the arch villain, and nemesis of Jesus, Judas Iscariot, who even fooled his fellow disciples.  There are people in the Bible that are the paradigm of evil, as well as an exemplar of virtue, not to mention the paragon of character Himself, Jesus-- otherwise, we wouldn't know what to think about when we contemplate ourselves in light of God.  The fact is:  Some people are bad examples and some good, but all our examples, just like some are vessels of honor and others of dishonor.  The Bible pulls no punches, it tells it like it is and doesn't gloss over the evil when it happens or paint a pretty picture--that is evidence it is a true portrait without spin or bias like historians of the time were wont to be.

The Bible's main message of salvation in Christ is that we are all sinners and in need of salvation, and that no one is too far out there to be saved if they repent  (cf. Is. 1:18).  For example, consider the king Manasseh, who was probably Judah's most wicked, and yet he finally repented and knew that the LORD was God.  Judas' sin was not so bad that it was not redeemable, even though Jesus did divinely prophesy that it would be better had he never been born. Remember:  Jesus knew he was not going to repent and never did believe in the first place (he was a devil from the get-go).

We need to see the Judas in all of us, just like Robert Louis Stevenson saw Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde in himself.  We are all totally depraved and every part of us is infected with evil--if evil were blue we would be all blue.  Our hearts are evil--i.e., our emotions, our wills, our intellects.  We can't think straight, we have wrong or bad feelings (that we shouldn't go by), and we have a disloyal, unwilling, and rebellious spirit or will.  We are not all as bad as we can be, but as bad off as we can be--this is God's perspective, not ours (humanists still believe man is basically good and even deify him).

Can any Christian honestly say that he has never betrayed someone or been interested in ulterior motives that may be financially rewarding--everyone wants a friend with benefits nowadays.  If we were one of the 12 would we have loved Judas? He is in the Bible for a reason, and not just to despise or look down on.  This is why there is a Judas plot or conspiracy in all of us--even Peter said, "It is I?" in conviction.  There is a latent Judas in all of us.

Judas was in it to cash in and had no real spiritual ambition or interests. The Word doesn't fully divulge his motives, the disciples, in fact, never saw it coming; but I would judge him as the opportunist in the motley crew or band of 12.  I believe that when he appraised the situation as only a spiritual empire or kingdom, and that they might have to go to their deaths following him, he wanted out, but out in an honorable way (to himself)--to save face, you might say.  We all have to pick sides and cannot forever remain neutral when it comes to Christ's beckon call on our soul's allegiance. 

Judas was surely a likable and trustworthy fellow that gain the approbation of his peers and this shows that personality should be discounted when it comes to spiritual competence and faithfulness and how much God can use a person.  He was the one in charge of finances and this showed a high level of trust from the others not to mention Jesus whom he likely ingratiated and kissed up to.   Remember that Satan was tempting Judas and we are probably have never been so tempted and are not in a position to judge (only Jesus knows all the criteria of judgment).

Judas ultimately chose his own way over God's way. We are all guilty of doing our own thing! "I did it my way" is a familiar philosophy today and everyone wants to be their own lord and run their own life, not giving up its ownership to God. Choosing our way is choosing death.   And the choice is between life and death that God gives us ("...Behold I set before you the way of life and the way of death," says Jer. 21:8).  Jesus had claimed to be "The Life" just as Thomas a Kempis famously said, "Without the way, there is not going, without the truth, there is no knowing, and without the life, there is no living."  One of the biggest lessons in life and one of the facts of life is that we have to realize we don't know everything and do a lousy job of running our lives, with no input or counsel from people wiser than us.  There is a principle:  Education is going from an unconscious to a conscious awareness of our ignorance.

Judas failed in his scheme and realized it too late.  He was filled with remorse (which isn't good enough and this means he was sorry about the consequences of his actions, but probably still justified himself (2 Cor. 7:10 says the sorrow of the world produces death).  We need to be more than sorry or have regrets; we need to come clean and do a 180, a U-turn, or about-face--facing up to our wrongdoing.  In contrast, Peter's sin of denying the Lord was equally bad, but he truly repented and owned up to it and believed Jesus could forgive him.  Judas had absolutely no faith in the Lord and didn't think Jesus could ever forgive him of his dastardly deed.

Why did Jesus even give the invite to the Passover Meal?  Then again why did He even choose him?  Because Jesus loves the worst of us (cf. Eph. 3:19) and gives us all the opportunity we need to repent and it is us who gives up, not Him. The invite shows us that we should extend invitations to those who are searching and are even enemies whom we are commanded to love, in the hope that we will be able to reach out to them somehow--bless those who cannot pay back!  Jesus knew he was a devil from the beginning by divine knowledge from the Father, but He knew the Scriptures had to be fulfilled too. 

This was a wake-up call to the disciples to show that they can be fooled and to make them all the more aware of charlatans, quacks, bogus friends, sham believers, and false prophets under the guise of good (for even Satan can disguise himself as an angel of light).  Doesn't it show Jesus' patience and love when he even honored him to the end by serving him the bread first--even saving him face as he left in case he changed his mind?  (Jesus knew all things were possible with God.)

Jesus is looking for disciples who love Him and are after His own heart like David.  Judas had no love, except for his own ambitions and plans, being a materialistic person who wanted to sell Jesus out to get "something" out of the deal and take sides.  We all have let Jesus down and his example is in Scripture to warn us that our old Adam has the tendency to "sell out" or "cash in" and take advantage of people or even manipulate them as we love things and use people, rather than use things and love people.  When you are this way, it only means that you are short-sighted and don't have a grasp on eternity or see life in light of eternity.  Things won't last, but people and relationships will!  Judas died with no relationship intact.

All in all, when push comes to shove, we must ultimately and willfully love the ones least worthy of it--they may even be more "un-lovable" than our enemies (cf. Jude 22,23)!  In conclusion, let's concur that Judas had no one to blame but himself and that is the way it will be at the Great White Throne Judgment.   Soli Deo Gloria!